So I think I’ve fallen into a reading slump and I only have myself to blame.
With two shows I am designing for coming up (one which I am doing the set and lights for), and doing extra work at my day job, I’ve pushed aside my reading-for-pleasure books and have tried to just focus on my ARCs and egalleys. Which sucks because I’m a mood reader. There have been plenty an egalley that I’ve read or DNFed that I just didn’t care for, but I knew that if I picked it up at another time in my life, I probably would enjoy a lot more.
As it is, I’m just meh about everything. Even the one book I’m reading for myself – Opposition, the fifth book in the Lux series, and is actually an audiobook and takes up a different sort of free time – just isn’t holding my interest like it should. I’m invested in these characters, shit is happening, I do want to know more. But I just don’t feel like actively investing myself into it right now.
I ended up spending today mostly watching episodes of Roswell New Mexico, the new CW reboot. I did do my job and read the script for the show I’m designing the lights for this week (don’t get me started on how that one is making me grind my teeth), but other than that?
I think my brain is just shot.
I’m actually kind of glad I turned down a gig that I was offerred for April. I mostly turned it down because I wouldn’t have been able to get the design done in time for it, but now that I’ve reached this point, I think I need a month where my free time is just that – free.